Tears in Heaven

Today’s aunt ST’s cremation. The wake was held @ Lady Lourdes church.

Cancer took away her life @ the age of 49..

I dunno how to express how much im gonna miss her..

May God bless her

Haven been going for my check up. I chose to bear with the pain. I fear.. many things…

Yest, I board a bus, aimlessly.. directionless.. wanted some time alone.. tears fall, heart bleed.

My heart’s been misbehaving.

Images of him flood in. I missed him. & a part of me wishes to know how he’s doing..

If he’s happy with her now, i shld be happy for him.

But is this truly how i feel…?

原 來 爱 情 那 么 伤…希 望 她… 能 給 他 幸 福…

我 的 心 好 痛.. 好 碎..

但 又有 谁 能 够理 解 呢…?

Loss

Today..

i lost another love one.. .. ..

She has gone to another world.

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Terrible

I am feeling super horrible right now. Had a really bad day at work. Wanted to do my colleague a favour, but ended up getting misunderstooded and backstabbed. It really spoil my day.

Upset, bcos this is not the first time such situations happen to me.

Very much emotionally affected, cos tho we arent very close, i rather have a fren (than enemy)…

Thank God Its Friday.. Feeling really terrible today.. & such stress resulted in me gorging myself again, & i ended up vomiting, sigh!~

This “blog appearance” reminded me to count my blessings..

I like this sentence in particular:

“In life, there are many things about tomorrow we don’t seem to understand but we know who holds tomorrow and we know who holds our hands.”

Thank u .. to those who extend their concern =p *appreciated* will blog about wad happen tmr, when i feel emotionally better. :)

Coincidence of Fate

Yeah, im up so early on a Sunday morning..! Couldnt really get to sleep these 2 days. The headache + fever is making me feel lethargic, yet cant zZzz! Maybe ive been out too late recently.. *oops* Heh.

Last week, had coffee after work with Colleague H. She was waiting for her fren who’s gonna be late (due to work commitments) & since i was date-less, we accompanied each other, lol. She isnt from my dept, we cld click pretty well tho & bcos she tinks i still have to ‘grow’… she bought me a lot of “junk food”! A lot of diff kind of tim sum, chicken pie & muffins! -.-” All my favourite.. keke =p

We walked to Raffles Place, & she suggested “coffee-ing” @ Mr Teh Tarik. The place has changed! It used to be a small booth counter, now it has turned into a stall!

Changes, are really constantly around..

Mr Teh Tarik has always been my favourite. In the past, he used to alight me by the side road, just to get a cup of drink there.

We were there ard 6pm.. and only left @ 930pm. She did not forget bout her appt, but bcos we had so much to talk, she decided to stay longer! Hehehe… =p

& i tink fate is such a mystery!~ or maybe, its jus bcos Singapore is such a small world? (Take your pick, haha!)

Well, Colleague H’s fren, happen to be someone i know. & when she mention bout her ex-boss comments on another gal whom she din like (say Gal A), tat gal.. is actually my fren!

Upon hearing this, Colleague H proudly commented: “see, without me (bringing 2 of u tgt), your wont realise this coincidence of fate!”

So is it fate? Or simply a small world? U decide!

Dinner with Grandma. Hope she gets well soon..

Recently, pple ard me haven been in a gd state of health. Apart from my grandma, mum’s very close fren had cancer relapse. She used to go on holidays with my family as well, and always feed us with lots of tidbits =p The last i saw her in April, she was smiling with a box of durian puff for my fam =p

Changes happen every second..

Her days are now very limited. The cancer cells have spread all over her body. Her hands and legs are bloated, her lungs are also affected resulting in constant breathlessness.

& wen she said “im so confused.. why am i still here? I thought i have already passed away!”.. i feel a sense of lost.. im going to lose someone close to me soon.. very soon..

Good health is a blessing, a blessing tat money cannot buy.. =)

The precious tears..

It’s lousy to fall in love and be in love in Singapore because when love ends, memories face you almost every where you go.

Yesterday, i felt a bit better. But i saw sth today, which affected me, emotionally.

& Last week, found out someone close to me lied.. quite disappointed. Well, she has the freedom of choice.. probably there’s a reason behind the lie, i dunno. Hurt, i was..

People change.

Work din get better. Tired to go into details.. simply feel unappreciated. My name in the office has changed to “super woman”… -.-” Tolerance level reaching. Tears filled to the brim.

Each has its own problems…

I can only say, its my luck. Nothing much they can do to help me too… but a blessing to have them accompany me even after work.

The married..

& the singles..

The 2 fair ladies.. =p

A night with Angel the Babe.. -camwhoring, hee… ignore my eyebags =p

Babe, all the best for ya new biz! Jiayou, jiayou~~

Happy birthday to YOU Thanks for always asking me to smile.. & ‘bullying’ me.. =)