Praise

Its always a relieve when Friday comes.. but month end meeting with credit… kills.

Sth happen in de morn which made me soooo pissed, and quite upset in fact. Tat person obviously dislike me for whatsoever reason. And i felt…. so innocent. Its still bothering me… and i tink there are more to come…

Tis wk hasnt been tat smooth going.. but wadever it is… its de wkend tmr! hehe

Met de 2 gossip partners after work… heh. Great to seee them again…… simply miss the good old days with them… which sadly, can only remain as nice memories :/

Got home & receive a sms from my boss. Usually, smses from my boss is either – meetings/ pls call xxx.. so it was truly a surprise when i read the sms – it was a praise from him! Such gesture might mean sth small to others, but to me… it def means… a LOT! At least i know my work is appreciated!

Needless to say, working in an envt where bosses recognize ya effort is extremely impt to meeee….

Birthdate

Based on the birthdate (from Facebook)..

At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in good mood. On the other hand, when you are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find you hard to be around. Your Love, you hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you like him/ her. Your partner also has similar character so your love affairs often take quite awhile to fluorish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity makes you very attractive.

It is so true, i cant believe it myself..

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In my room, with the usual pink beanie beside me, feeling de cold air blowing from de aircon… i started reading de old blog posts..

Re-read de post bout the last meal cooked by him… and it felt so surreal. U know de kinda feeling where u see pics of de past, but it jus seemed like it was taken awhile ago? It still felt so vivid…. clear images.. memories… …. …. …. ….. …. 我哭了… ….

We nvr contacted ever since. The opportunity cost of a r/s is losing a friendship. Whatever he is doing.. i hope he is blessed with happiness…  你一定要幸福呀…

101% Indulgence..

Pictures overloaded… Enjoy (“,)

     

The gals with their fooooooooood……… ;p

     

A group pic outside Vivo, Sushi Tei =p

Gossiping @ Pacific Coffee…

  

Chocolate – gal’s favourite? Heh.

       

3 models! You vote the best! Hehe.

     

Another group pic… =p

The photographer waited….

While they chose their “animal”……                          and finally posed for the shot! =)

    

Breakfast (obviously McDonalds)….                       & Dinner @ Jap Restaurant w/Marche concept

    

Cutie cake? My fav Winnie the Pooh! Hehe….

    

@ Marina, Azabu Sabo.. (eat again)

      

@ INK Bar..

    

Cheer up gal! Every obstacle will just make one even stronger… :):)

    

Always end de post with narcistic me.. the before… & after…. yeap, cut my hair! Is there any difference? My head feels v much lighter! =p

         

Im feeling so bloated……….. my tummy is screaming! Will i be motivated enough to head down de gym tmr? :/ I am sucha glutton! =(

Emo

Its one of de emo days, where im feeling so horrible (yes, again). Its like when you see yourself in de mirror, everythg jus seems so so wrong. Putting on more weight… deeper eye bags… dull face… (and de list jus nvr ends)

This feeling irritates me. It makes me super pessimistic bout everythg i do, everyone tat i see etc. And i start to question the worthiness of my presence. Hmm.

Tired. Guess i had better stop my mind from thinkin too much. Else my heart is gonna take control over my mind soon… :/

P.S. Happy Easter Day! A day where Christians remember the death of Jesus & God’s Grace to us.. =)

Officially 1yr older..

I grow another year older today… (but maybe not wiser, hehe)

Somehow or rather, it feels kinda empty :/

Every birthday, it feels like frens decreases, while commitment increases. Perhaps tats de harsh fact of life.

Its so hard for one to be satisfied rite? *ponders*

Now, i’m just thankful tat work is getting much much better. Plus the whole new team is pretty bonded, we take care & look out for each other. Today, Boss actually knew bout my birthday & told me to tk leave, hehe. So. yeap, im on leave!! =p

But now, my plans are kinda….. disturbed :/ So.. oh well. Changes always happen.

I guess work is my priority right now:) At least, its fun with the new team! Chilling out with them on Wednesday, hehe :p

Shall update wif pics soon =)

Pampered

Full of pampering today!! Hee.

Was @ Orchard as early as 11am… and it was already crowded! Too tired to “dress up”, so i wen town in shorts & slippers!

Spent hours in Taka.. esp @ g2000 cos of the 50% discount birthday voucher. We sorta… swipe the whole shop! It felt as if we just strike some lottery and are buying clothes as if its FOC!! The feeling is marvelous…. total bill came up to S$718, but only had to pay S$359! Aint it great savings?? Hee. We left the place…. hungry but happy gurls!! (Yeap, we even skipped lunchie…..)

 Made our way to Chijmes in the evening – i love tat place v much, hehe =p

Oops, did u spot de shopping bags?

Full time shopping khaki! (Thanks for the treat gal!)

We had dinner @ Bobby’s again. Aint this pretty? *yummy*

 

The shopping loots for my fam! Birthday gal buys present for them as well… not bad rite? keke….

So tired now, but happy! =) Goodnight!!

Craving

Have i mention my new colleagues are amazing? They eat really a LOT……….. and the best part, they arent fat at all! I am probably double their size! Serious!! =(

Almost everyday after lunch, we will “proceed” to some coffee place. While my stomach only has space for a drink, they instead have the ability to even order mudpie/ choco cake/ tiramisu/ waffle ice cream.. and sometimes even sandwich!!

Now, i have the craving for choco cake! But perhaps after next week, i’ll probably feel scared tinking bout chocolate! With the upcoming birthday dinners…… i’ll feel sinful v soon!!

I’m so greedy! :/

 *I feel feverish. Oh dear…. not on my birthday pls!

Convocation – Hilton Hotel

Convocation was held over de weekend @ Hilton Hotel. Last wkend was pretty tiring wif all de photoshoots… dinner etc…

More photos on Facebook =p

Finally……………….. officially graduated! =)

Dreaming

This is interesting! Saw this from an email…

Have y’all wondered why rings are round?

A simple accessory… but deep within, it has such a symbolic meaning =)

It will be a blessing, being able to find someone who loves God as well! Let me dreammm….. ;p

Perhaps tat could be my birthday wish? *dream on*

Pre-Birthday Dinner

10 more days.. and im 23yrs old! Hehe. How time flies!

Had an early birthday dinner w/family. Headed to Bobby’s Grill @ Chijmes – lovely! I tink its a nice chilling out place.. you can drink…. have supper…. and even watch soccer there! Wouldnt mind going there again.. hehe…. nice ambience it has lo-man-tic too… =p

Before tat, took de convocation photoshoot @ Werkz Photography. I saw the preview shots, and…. i look horribly fat….. =( Argg.

Some photos taken…..

Shared this combo with Daddy…

Favourite Tiramisu!! Hehe…

Dear brother & gf… they have the fu qi xiang rite? Both wear blue somemore! keke….

Mango Margarita!~

Yeah.. all pics taken @ Chijmes! =p

Sayonara… off to bed…. gotta wake up early tmr =(

zzZzzz..

Its been a loOooong week……………

irregular meals and irregular sleeping times…. i am in a bad shape now! boohoo.

Having an early birthday dinner wif my family tmr, cos dear bro will be stuck in camp next wk.. mm Wanted to bring them to Top of The M @ Meritus Mandarin, but its no longer there! sigh. Celebrated his birthday there last year… the view oversees the Orchard area. I love the view. BUt.. oh well…. *memories*

Then i was considering going to Equinox @ Swissotel. Another spectacular view of the city! :p BUt called off tat idea, cos i tink its gonna be quite pricey. Probably will go for drinks @ New Asia Bar, but not for makan

I guess, i’ll settle for somewhere @ Chimjes area, heh. Not really in the birthday mood tho.. so this year, should be pretty quiet and simple. No plans, so it shall be like any other ordinary day! Unless i get surprises? (“,)

On a side note.. I need to head to de gym (badly)!!

Off to bed………… *headache*

Bonding

If only today was Friday! :/

Had dinner & drinks with colleagues & boss today. It was like… a session of complains? lol. Thankful tat my boss is pretty open bout such issues. It makes the “invisible barrier” thinner! I guess its a good thing cos it makes bonding even easier! =)  

Boss knew i was pretty affected by one of the customer who complained like shit. Apparently, this customer is well known for such unreasonable attitude. I thought i was gonna kena some “small talks” wif my boss for not handling this customer properly.

Instead, he came over and told me not to take such customer complaints in a personal way. He conveyed his understanding as he has seen so many of such customers..  who tend to “display” their power esp during our most vulnerable moments when we feel so emotionally affected. 

I guess this is de reality of life. Different status. Different attitude. Different levels of demand.

With such circumstances, will i learn more… :) Every obstacle we face is a learning path huh? :p

Unappreciated

In a terrible mood right now.

One of the yaya customer made so much noise today.. and complain non-stop. He totally spoilt my whole morning.. stupid ang mohs! i tout they are de nicer ones… but im so wrong! 

Couldnt wait for the night to come to pick my parents up. Never to expect going there just made me even more pissed…

Meeting started late, thus ended late at 9pm.  Rejected dinner wif my colleagues since ive to reach de airport by 930pm. Obviously i was late by de time i reach… it seemed like i wen down for nothing. If i din wen down, they could hav wen home earlier. But cos of me, they had to wait for me and end up home late. The feeling totally…. sucks. Haven even had dinner, tried my best to rush down, and end up, dun get appreciated………

It really upsets me. totally. I was so hungry, i felt so dizzy seriously!

Upon reachin home, already so upset, de next thing i hear are complains bout not doing housework blah blah.  It began to hurt, more than just being upset. I wish they understand that im not workin part-time where timing is so flexible. If i didnt bother… i wouldnt hav choose to spend my weekend cleaning & tidying up the whole hse while sis is out! Brother was stuck in camp, so everythg was left alone for me……

I do it out of my own will. But hearing such comments… will make me tink twice in future.

Is it so hard to show some appreciation?

 Sigh!

Snap Snap

 Boredom resulted in this… hehehe….