Blessed..

with every spiritual blessing, including prosperity :)

“S” for..

Sunday = Sick = Sleeping.

down with the fever bug…

de feeling is really horrible…

April 27, 2008 Posted by beautifulsunflower | Uncategorized | | No Comments Yet

Gone..

I walk towards C.A.N cafe with a puzzled look .. instead of de usual dark, ancient looking cafe.. i was greeted with bright lights, transculent glass doors, and the signboard tat says “Crystal Jade Hongkong Cafe”.

i stared at it for a moment. My heart simply refuse to acknowledge tat the cafe is gone. Feeling .. quite upset tat its no longer ard…. *cries*

The cafe has brought along many memories. The image still remains vivid.. 3yrs ago, just de 2 of US sitting there, teasing each other, enjoying de simple mix of Mocha & Latte.. .. ..

If only memory can be erased as simple as pressing de “delete” button.. Heartache.

:(

April 26, 2008 Posted by beautifulsunflower | Uncategorized | | No Comments Yet

TGIF!

Am so glad… cos this week past really fast.. if only every week was lidat! lol…~ *dreaming* perhaps de time pass faster than usual too cos i just made another fren, and we were “chatting” via email! ..v soon, its lunch time…. and before u know it… its time to knock off! heh. and i can conveniently complain ….. keke.. (a blessing indeed!)

From the usual source – Friendster:

Instead of focusing so much on where you want to be in one year, two years, or five years, start focusing more on the journey itself. After all, the journey is your day-to-day life! Slow down and pay more attention to how you are living your life now — not just how you want your life to be later. It is too easy to get caught up in the rat race and the urge for more power or money. Once you attain your goals, will you have good friends to celebrate with? Put work aside and play a little.

Alrite.. i’ll (enjoy?) this life journey….. will try to put everything aside and worry (later!)…. now, gonna treasure de weekend tmr! after all, it only comes after 5 LONG (hard)working days! hehe.

Sometimes, i still wish i was a baby! lol….~ babies hav lotsa privileges rite? .. but more imptly…. their (innocent) smiles will melt ya heart and brighten up ya life!!

at least for me lah…. heh…. =)

this cute baby lifted up my mood earlier… so if you’re feeling down, i hope it makes u smileeee! *grin*

Have a gr8 weekend!! (“,)

April 25, 2008 Posted by beautifulsunflower | Uncategorized | | No Comments Yet

Quote

Had the chance to read her latest entry “inside and outside”.. & it reminded myself tat i should also not be considering outer beauty more impt than inner beauty!

It sorta gave me a “wake call”.

Quoted from Yvonne’s blog:-

While de temptation to consider outer beauty more impt than inner beauty is present; tat temptation has no more power over those who believe in Christ. Bcos Christ lives in every believer there is hope and power available to live life in proper balance. When our desire for outer beauty is balanced with our desire for inner beauty, our lives demonstrate Paul’s words in Galatians 2:20a, “i have been crucified with Christ and i no longer live, but Christ lives in me.” (NIV)

:)

April 23, 2008 Posted by beautifulsunflower | Uncategorized | | 1 Comment

Shoo away Monday..

Had dimsum @ Wah Lok on 2 consecutive wkends. My stomach has been treated with good food recently! Hee. & then Swensens on another ocassion.

One of de wkdays, attended a course w/de gals… we got so bored.. till we started bluetooth-ing each other… and soon, our notes became “drawings” instead…. hehe….

This was one of the Sundays @ Dome, having my fav Ice Coffee! =p

Mum ordered this blueberry pie.. i still prefer de apple flavour tho.. heh :)

Due to the sinful lunch high tea, we had fish soup for dinner! heh. Fish soup’s one of my fav! Esp those wif super fresh fish! *yum yum*

eh.. Took this on a random occasion wen i was sorta packing my room… my study books for the upcoming exams! sigh sigh! there goes my wkend huh? :( *sob*

Last Saturday, decided to get durians home – been sucha long time since we had durians! I still prefer de traditional way of eating from the fruit itself.. but out of convenience, just gotta buy in packet form. Nevertheless, it still taste as good! heh.

Was bout to refrigerate de durians.. only to realise Mum bought durians too! She got the delicious durian puff from Puteri Mas! =) Great minds think alike huh? Hehe.

Sunday’s usually Family Day. While spending like 3/4 of my Sunday sleeping, i decided to hav dinner with parents :) Weekdays always pass so fast… hardly have time to spend wif them :/

We had a simple dinner @ Windsor Hotel. Nothin beats spending time wif them! =) *loves*

Dad always try to come up with funny pose! Needless to say, i must have gotten my narcassitic genes from Dad! Hee. =p

Weekend’s over, back to reality again! Thankfully Monday’s over alr! As usual, counting down to Friday again. Hee. Thoughts of drinking came thru my mind again… but wenever my tummy screams “pain”, its like a reminder to me that i should soon stop drinking…. sigh :(

oh well.

ever thought bout how amazing fate plays a part in having 2 parties meet each other? Sitting @ my usual after-lunch tea place, gossiping 24/7…. nvr did i expect my “ugly scenes” to be “spotted” by a friend whom i hav not met before! Its quite scary to a certain extent…. lol…..

Knew him thru the connection of Friendster last yr. Merely talk to him online (bout music i tink) once in awhile; & meeting up didnt came to my mind at all. Singapore might be small, but for 2 strangers to “meet” in an unplanned situation is kinda…. rare? Hmm..

Next time i gotta remind myself to be more poise & calm, haha! i tend to talk super loud & portray the very-unglam image when im gossiping (esp wif close frens)! *lesson learnt*

:)

In times wen u feel you life is in a mess and u do not know which direction to go..

Or if you have tried hard but have not achieved what you wanted..

Remember that..

He who began a good work in you
He who began a good work in you
Will be faithful to complete it
He’ll be faithful to complete it
He who started the work
Will be faithful to complete it in you
If the struggle you’re facing
Is slowly replacing your hope
With despair
Or the process is long
And you’re losing your song
In the night
You can be sure that the Lord
Has His hand on you
Safe and secure
He will never abandon you
You are His treasure

April 21, 2008 Posted by beautifulsunflower | Uncategorized | | No Comments Yet

Random..

Back! Was i miss? Hehe. Anyway… its finally the weekend.. so enjoy yeah! *smiles*

Last week, i dreamt of him. It was so surreal… i was like smiling wen i woke up (only to realise it was a dream). & dreams nvr come true… In a week’s time, it will be his mum’s birthday… how fast.. sigh.

*remove negative touts*

Dear bro just got home! Seeing him always put me in smiles… :) Our little conversation in the morn:

Me: boy, you’re back!

Bro: *opens de fridge looking up and down*

Me: wad u lookin for? food? wan me to cook extra dishes?

Bro: *smiles cheekily* im lookin if got any food to feed crabs…. hehe

Me: crabs???

Bro: yah i caught 6 small crabs… i show u… its in de fish tank alr… hee

Me: *followed to the fish tank* wah! so cute! v small leh. erh.. arent u suppose to catch mas selamat?

Bro: nvr see him leh…. but de crabs came to find me instead…

-.-|||||

Thats my lovely bro. They were sorta asked to stay in camp due to the Mas Selemat search thingy. How time flies… he’s gonna ORD in like a month from now? He has changed v much these 2 yrs! Of cuz its for de better.. hehe. Im sure he cant wait to scream “ORD” too! heh.

Planned to stay home today. Yeah i know its de wkend… i reckon i need a good full rest. Otherwise, come Monday, i’ll still feel lethargic. :( The past week hasnt been reali good – customers been super demanding and to a certain extent, unreasonable.

But im glad the team’s bonding & r/s is getting closer :) Breakfast + lunch + even dinner almost always with them! So im not complaining … with nice colleagues, how bad can work be yeah? We all face different obstacles… the last week has past.. so next week will be better! With faith, it def will be. =)

I tout stayin at home today will do my “pocket” good too. But.. im like doin online shopping now!

The so-called retail therapy hur… ! 

Photos in the next post… :)

April 19, 2008 Posted by beautifulsunflower | family, happy | | No Comments Yet

mm..

A picture speaks a thousand words?

Thanks for de encouragements guys. i will blog (bout my life tat revolves ard foooood) soooon :)   Must always remind myself to count my blessings; life’s simply too short! Shant let negative stuff affect me too much =p

Medical check up due soon.

Exams coming up.

Monday blues tmr?

Time for beauty sleep (“,)

April 13, 2008 Posted by beautifulsunflower | quotes | | No Comments Yet

On Hiatus

somehow or rather, i kinda lost de interest in blogging :( i am not too sure why.. but it should just be temporary. :/

recently, it dauned on me how superficial friends can be.. it is disheartening, but it is de real facts of life. wanted to blog bout it, but now decided not to… why should i waste my time on someone who doesnt even appreciates this friendship? ..who can talk behind your back, and yet remain so cool and nice in front of you. (?)

Guess i’ll be on hiatus mode for sometime. something seem to be missing in my life. 

Dunno wen i’ll return; but certainly, i’ll come back. This blog has memories, both sweet and bitter. will be back.. smiling. soon, i hope. =)

Yeah its de weekend (again)! Enjoy de peaceful nite peeps……….. God bless y’all (“,)

April 5, 2008 Posted by beautifulsunflower | Uncategorized | | No Comments Yet