Are friends for life?

Supposedly to meet de gals for dinner & ktv yest. but turn it down when i was still feeling hot n feverish. de reply i receive wasnt very encouraging. it was quite hurtful, i kept pondering if wad i did was right. should i meet up with them and feel sickish, wld tat have made them feel better? sigh.

I slept thru de nite… all de way to 1pm. it wasnt a very good sleep as i was sweating on and off. as at now, fever has finally subsided. thankfully there’s de wkend to rest. MC is de last thing on my mind… cos i feel reali reali bored at home, i rather be at work.

De recent checkup shows tat my condition is improving but anythg can still happen… my body has started to “bloat up”. now, praying tat there isnt any internal bleeding…

If sth were to happen… who will actually remember me?

Im tired, trying to make others happy; it seems like a one way thing.

As much as i have (so many) complains bout work… i seem to be happiest at work. During one of our “gossip over lunch”, a close colleague mention “sometimes, ignorance is bliss”..

.. but, how to pretend ignorance when reality sets in? =/

I witnessed an accident earlier this evening near my place. It seemed like a “reminder” tat life is too short.. too fragile!