In a Mess

“if only, you know, 

i fear goodbyes.

bcos,

i dunno when i’ll see u again.”

 

what mess did i land myself into?

i kept staring at my hp today.

wad was i hoping for?

am contemplating not bringing my hp/ switching it off now.

will it lessen de disappointment as i wont expect any calls/ msgs?

 

where matters of de heart is concerned, i really cannot-make-it.

perhaps it is de lag time im experiencing.

every other gal out there have their own individual flair and attractiveness.

i dunno wads mine.

be it de tall or short, i seem to lose in every aspect.

talk bout confidence? sigh!

 

last week, a concern customer-cum-friend called, wanting to arrange a lunch.. tgt with her nephew.

it only dauned on me awhile later tat she was tryin to matchmake -.-”"”

this came kinda sudden, so i was erh… a bit speechless.

 

“you have to open up ya choices.. who knows the lunch could possibly be the beginning of something!”

 

sounds (so) true.

but hard to do.

his smile makes my heart melt.

his company makes me smile.

 

Staring at the sunflower, it doesnt look as beautiful as before anymore. Every object looks differently when viewed at different angle. I guess this applies to life as well.

Rain has started…. so it adds to a more complex emotional feeling.

i’ll be fine…. i’ll be fine…. i’ll be fine…. =)

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Jap craving

missing Waraku ;p

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