Its been…

… nearly a month! i tink its de first time im on hiatus for soooo long.. ;p anyway, its back for good now =) almost done with my “mini project”..

Hope everyone’s doing good too! (“,)

The month of October has been a fun-filled one. also de month with de most medical leave, hospitalisation leave and annual leave!

So many things hav been going on, ive no idea how to go bout writing, where xactly to start first.. hmm.

well…

(finally) had dinner with family as a whole on one of de Sundays… at one of de neighbourhood coffeeshop, sharing and enjoying each other’s company. simplicity is bliss.

Supposedly to go cycling with bro de following wk… but was cancelled at de last min. Mum wasnt keen so…. (sigh!) Bro’s ex-gf asked him out… so, sister was put to one side :/

Disappointed was probably an understatement. i was really really really looking fwd to it… as a family.. jus to rest and relax and enjoy a day out, appreciating each other’s sacrifice of time. Felt horribly s-h-i-t-t-y tat day….. more upset than angry i guess. i remembered crying tearing. sometimes, i jus wish for a simple day with them….

Nevetheless, sth worth noting down… on a happier note…

health’s improving! tho i dun hav much of appetite these wks, the pain has minimized since de last visit and overall, i do feel better

*smiles*

and and…… i have moved one step further at work! *grin*

The next month (which is only like 2 days away?) starts with more responsibilities at work.. i hope i dun disappoint my boss. Time to work even harder liao…

Perhaps i should thank those “pple” who has been looking down on me and making not-very-nice-to-hear remarks. Bcos of their comments, there was an “extra push” in me.. to prove them wrong…

Finally, proven.

i tink i feel a little tiny weeny bit stronger now..

More imptly, during such economy crisis, am thankful tat im stil secured with a job. =)

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taking a break from this space……

goodbye.

History..

His cousin msged me today. It was nice to hear from her again….

I hope his parents are doing well… still do miss them :/

We started with this blog: mochaandlatte, soon to this blog: fairytale… where it was not too messy as compared to the prev one. Then.. to this: anuglyduckling after it ended.

Re-reading the entries brings back nice memories…. the events & occasions we shared tgt.. the tears & laughter we had… the funny crazy pics we snap.. forms part of de past.. 

(my face look so much better back den… and those not-so-fat days… ha!)

history..

His 21st Birthday | CNY 2006 | V-Day + Photoshoot | My 21st Birthday |

His Commissioning Night | Sunrise at ECP | The Bintan Trip | The 2nd Photoshoot |

His 22nd Birthday | CNY 2007 | My 22nd Birthday | The Cruise Getaway |

(no pics of our first trip to HK.. few days after this r/s came to a stop, my then-desktop crashed… and i lost all the photos and videos we took…)

we just werent meant to be….

Glad to know tat he is happier now.. *smiles*

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:X

Many questions running thru my mind…

but,

Some questions in life (simply) doesnt hav an answer…. we just hav to accept n live with it (?)

i googled & found this info…

Hyperthyroidism occurs due to insufficient thyroxine. Females are more prone to this. It can be fatal due to de increase heart rate.. and cld overwork de heart. One in five will require life-long treatment.

Symptoms include feeling tired easily, weight gain, mild depression, insomnia, acne problem, irregular menses, dry skin and hair, shortness of breath.

Solution? Keep a cheerful heart, take things easy.. stress will aggravate de condition.

That very day… the heart felt very emotional.

A moment where i longed for a shoulder to cry on, yet hesitated… for fear i’ll be a burden to the other party..

Board the bus to nowhere.. stared out of the window… wiping every drop of my tears. Words.. cant describe how i felt

After numerous blood test & x-ray.. am stil scared of needles.. (and blood). But i guess the worst fear is stil the result tat comes after tat… :X

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Visited “Baby Princess” on one of the lunch days… One less kahki at work now =(

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This wk’s a short one cos of the blessed public holiday

With it being Children’s Day as well, there were so many kids at ECP! We spotted these kids building castles… it felt good to see family-get-together. *smiles* how i miss those childhood days..

“Enjoy the view, appreciate what you see, take time to be still, for beauty exist only when we care & feel”.

Legs were aching badly :/

 

A day where i tried to just relax.. and not-think bout work & other stuffs…

the company made the day worthwhile? =)

Every day seems so much more precious now..

Thank you for all de concern… *hugs*

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