aww….

 Aint he adorable? geez.

“Mummy” came back yest for a short while and brought her handsome boy along! ;p Nice to see her, tgt with cutie Ernest… cant wait for her to return from her Maternity Leave

1st shot taken at my desk, while feeding him biscuit, heh.

Afterwhich, he asked “do you want to go with me take MAYO..?”

i asked him to repeat a number of times, but still…i heard “MAYO”. =(

Only to realise after tat he actually meant “MILO”! *alamak*

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2nd shot taken at de pantry- him with his biscuit and cup of MAYO! hehe……… and he gave a kiss before leaving! *grin*

  

had a nite mare last nite :X i can stil rem bits n pieces of it…. scary :/ Thank goodness Mum woke me up, else de nitemare episode will continue! Didnt had a reali good sleep partly due to de nitemare, plus granny fell ill…. kept vomiting non stop in de middle of de nite.. felt so helpless. She look so weak. :(

Granny didnt join for marketing-cum-breakfast due to giddiness.

Come noon.. she was much better! We watched TVB shows tgt! hehe. Kinda regret not learning Hokkien & Cantonese when i was younger.. it will be so much easier to converse with her :/

She talked bout 4D/ Toto out of a sudden, so Dad decided to bring out his ice cream stick numbers! lol. Granny “shook” de numbers like those “qian” in temples… ;p

(We use to choose numbers for Dad last time when we were much younger! 2 numbers each for bro, sis & i, lol….)

  

The time spent is always short cos granny only comes over once a mth. Nevertheless, nice to see her smiling again…. :)

heh… a new collection added last wk! Anythg pink def makes me happy, hehe. Thank UuuU. ;p

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Ignorance = Bliss (?)

relationships hav failed me a few times. its prolly hard to hav faith tat things will last…

friendship…. was sth i had more faith in…. yet, possibly another disappointment.

 

I tink i have been tinkin quite a bit … on a simple, yet impt word, friends.

Perhaps cos certain words hurt.. it has been recurring in my mind.

Sometime back.. a good fren, “confronted” me…. tinkin tat i was hiding things from her. She tout i was ”attached” and that she wasnt de first to know bout wads going on in my life etc…

(There wasnt tat “someone” at all).

The tone used and how it was being put across wasnt really v pleasant. As much as i pretended to be “ok with all de questions”, i was in fact…. very much hurt. I asked why she had asked in this manner, but de question was being shoved away.

If i really was seeing someone, she will definitely be de first few to know. (First few, cos i dun wanna miss out informing the “Gossip Partners” as well.) I wld wan to share de joy with her… just like how she intro-ed her bf to me. After all, gd fren has privileges rite?

Good fren is possibly an understatement. After so much friendship turmoil ive gone thru…. de last on my mind is to lose another fren. She is one person whom i usually confide in, be it work or r/s… shopping & catching up at least once a mth amidst our hectic work. Our age gap is fairly apart but we stil do have (almost) de same frequency.

Upon my return to Sg, i was still on leave for a few days. She called while i was outside and it became a missed call. Shortly after, i received a msg… (didnt sound v friendly).

She tout tat i was trying to be arrogant! Tat i din wanna pick up her call as i was trying to show off i am “happily outside” and unlike her “working in de office”…. (???)

Frankly speaking, i was (very) shocked with what i heard. I dun even see any “link” between arrogant versus not picking up her call. Is there any relation?? Has it become a “crime” if i happen to miss a phone call?

i have yet to convince myself with a satisfactory answer.

Upset & disappointed, but life stil goes on….

D: “why try to make others happy when you are not happy yourself? why matter so much bout how others tink? if you dun put yourself before others, den who will?”

Sometimes, its gd to share with guys and hear their views. Thanks D!

Feels relieved after writing… i’m fine=)

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