!@!!*!

!@!!*!

disappointed with myself..

i just ended off a quarrel with Dad.

the start of a wkend had to be such..

when work’s like sh*t, and it doesnt get any better at home..

really spoils my mood totally.

i need strength…. to pull thru this phase.

One nite @ Timbre..

 on a Friday.

  

  

big bag of pizza ta-bao for the lovely bro at home! =p

   

  

from a colleague, to now a close fren…. =)

Hanging in there..

The vulnerable side of me happen again at work.

Its been hell these 3 days.

Today, i asked myself repeatedly how long i will be staying here… or rather, how long i can tolerate at this place.

Thankful that i have stil got a job in place.. but, now, it kinda got out of hand.

Its getting unbearable. and breathless.

No one seem to understand. No one will proobably understand too. It felt as if i am left alone to survive .. to fight this battle alone.

Never ending tears….

it continued rolling even wen i was at a meeting…how unglam, but…it was beyond my control.

came home, with red swollen eyes….

well done.. what a great wednesday i had………

=/

what if.. what if.. what if…

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Tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane….

Breaking down is accumulative..

:)

:)

For all of you out there, whether you are single/ attached…

 “Happy Valentine’s Day!”.

<3,

Jac

CNY ended off with….

Lo Hei, Lo Hei and only Lo Hei…!!

  

  

Lunch @ Sun & Moon- Chijmes.

  

  

We had cold Sake after tat…. trying to “drunk” ourselves so tat we dun hav to return back to work, haha! *silly*

  

CNY’s over..

March’s approaching… its scary how time really fliessss!!

St Regis Event

more highlights of de nite… heh.

  

we went err… crazy, taking photos non-stop. or maybe, its just me =p gotta grab the opportunity before customers came!

  

big boss join in the fun of being in our “photos”…. hee.

  

the beginning….

fantastic yusheng! comments on de food were all positive…

  

 

taken towards the end of de dinner…

  

  

  

a polaroid team pic for tat nite

A preview..

Photos are getting outdated… =p

2wks back, we had our annual CNY dinner for selected customers @ St Regis hotel. It was indeed a grand one!

Preview of some 4 shots…..

  

  

to be continued….

Have a smooth-smooth Friday the 13th!!

6th day of CNY..

at boss’ place.

  

we couldnt wait to gamble…. keke.

  

  

before setting off…

Being happy

Its been a busy start of Feb for me…work’s been occupying most of my time at de moment. Last Sat, i wen back to work (for de 1st time)!!

ah. not a good sign.

Today, the weekly meetg ended late (as usual)…was alr 10 by de time i got home. Forsee the nex few mths to be even more stressful + tiring.

gotta sacrifice a bit of leisure time alr. sigh!

oh well…. given de current economy, its better to hav a job than not huh?

Aside from work, this is sth to share with y’all .. from a close fren

Choose to be well in every way. Choose to be happy no matter what. Decide that each day will be good just because you’re alive.

You have power over your thoughts and feelings.

Don’t let your circumstances dictate how you feel. Don’t let your thoughts and feelings colour your situation blue or desperate.

Even if you don’t have everything you want, even if you’re in pain or in need, you can choose to be joyful no matter what you’re experiencing.

You are more than your body, your physical presence, and your material possessions. You are spirit. You have your mind, heart, and soul, and there is always something to be thankful for.

Decide that life is good and you are special. Decide to enjoy today. Decide that you will live life to the fullest now, no matter what.

Trust that you will change what needs changing, but also decide that you’re not going to put off enjoying life just because you don’t have everything you want now.

Steadfastly refuse to let anything steal your joy. Choose to be happy.. and you will be.

be happy wherever you are, wadever you do. =)

Mini MSN

We are just some distance apart (both in de living rm), but .. erm, (unexpectedly) talking on msn tgt!

it all started with me asking him on which dress looks better.. and den, he attempted to “remind” me on msn .. “you’re not fat ok? lookin pretty alr”.

This’ part of our conversation..

his words always seem to hav an impact on me.. and he somehow understand me even better than myself. (…)

(i dont know how long i can endure this “lifetime race”.. but one thg for sure.. i do feel blessed to hav him as my dearest bro!)

!&__ jUSTIN [h ear t b ea t s] Heal The Wounds says (10:09 PM):

trust in the assured outcome

Jac: wad dress to wear?? says (10:10 PM):

…zzz

!&__ jUSTIN [h ear t b ea t s] Heal The Wounds says (10:11 PM):

wrong attitude le loh. how to reach the end of the race? hahaha

Jac: wad dress to wear?? says (10:12 PM):

HAHA….. cannot see de end yet

!&__ jUSTIN [h ear t b ea t s] Heal The Wounds says (10:13 PM):

that’s why must keep going ma.if u stop now, den how will you see the end when u can’t even see it now? of cuz must keep going! cuz there will be light at the end, there WILL. and so you must keep going.

   Jac: wad dress to wear?? says (10:14 PM):

tired lor!!! LOL…

!&__ jUSTIN [h ear t b ea t s] Heal The Wounds says (10:13 PM):

of course will tired. tired because we are only human. but that’s also why we have to keep going.  

tired den rest, but don’t rest just cuz you want to give up, but rest because you want to keep going later.