Friday’s Ktv

Taking a break ktv-ing now.. Decided not to OT tonite since i’ll be returning to office tmr.

Its been a pretty bad day. So… Need to vent my frustration by singing lor.. Or is it screaming? Ah ha..

Have a great wkend!

Blogged from iphone.

lil updates..

i am considering closing this blog… but the thg hesitating me is the memories i’ve over at beautifulsunflower. i shall tink bout it.

i have no idea how often i will write again, looking at how much work has taken over my time…. by de time i get home, my dinner is in fact supper…. and thereafter, its almost midnite and i need my bed badly to chiong de next day lor! lol…

dun dare to make any more appts after work now. wkends are also dedicated to work. i wish i can choose not to. cos.. ive no social life now!! *cries* what to do? responsibility at work. if i fail to deliver, i have to answer. plus with the not-so-fantastic economy, all de more i gotta treasure my job? perhaps.. really fated ming ku ba? Ox ma… hard life rite? haha.

this lifestyle’s also detrimental to my health. haven been sleeping and eating well. either i eat very early which is my first and last meal for the day.. or i eat very late and end up with a bloated tummy. becoming hippo-potamus liao lor..

talkin bout social life.. have been asked many times again if im seeing anyone. *aiyoh* My boss has also recently showed “more concern”, haha. He even offered to matchmake, claiming that he dun wan to be as if he’s making me stay and work so late till i cant have dinner dates! then next time, i’ll blame him liao… HAHA.

well well well.

some things just cant be forced. i can only be envious? our lives are all planned differently? nice to see couples get tgt…. move on to marriage… den begin a family of their own… i believe this is almost everyone’s wish. to have a life partner.

perhaps its not time yet. perhaps there’s jus simply “no one”. perhaps its jus all a dream. perhaps im meant to be left on de shelf to begin with.

perhaps perhaps perhaps.

ok lah, if ever a matchmake is arranged, i tink i will definitely hav sth to blog bout.

i have also “equipped” myself with an iphone, hehe. bo bian… gotta try someway to keep myself updated lor. at least can stay connected online with an iphone lor? haha…. ok that sounds like an excuse.

this wkend’s burnt again. but with iphone… i can multitask…. keke.

Troubles…

its friday.. and the “feeling” sets in again. A quiet nite….

1 month has past since i last blog. By far, de longest time ive stop writing i tink..

I didnt reckon i wld be so busy.. for once, i wished for more time. these 2 months, complexion has worsen, and ive grown horizontally! *OMG*

dinner has since became supper… and lunch has turn to “eat in”. *sob*

perhaps i underestimated my workload, or… overestimated myself??

1st quarter of de yr has ended… everyday’s been hearing “target”, “sales” etc etc.. its scary that everything’s all bout numbers now. If you dont perform, it cld be just a matter of time that one is asked to leave?

I wonder if i shld “work so hard”?? The opportunity cost is giving up my social life. i barely have time for myself… by the time i knock off, de shops have all closed, and im almost knocked out..

needless to say, im going back to work tmr.

i dunno if its all worth it. *cries*