Troubles…

its friday.. and the “feeling” sets in again. A quiet nite….

1 month has past since i last blog. By far, de longest time ive stop writing i tink..

I didnt reckon i wld be so busy.. for once, i wished for more time. these 2 months, complexion has worsen, and ive grown horizontally! *OMG*

dinner has since became supper… and lunch has turn to “eat in”. *sob*

perhaps i underestimated my workload, or… overestimated myself??

1st quarter of de yr has ended… everyday’s been hearing “target”, “sales” etc etc.. its scary that everything’s all bout numbers now. If you dont perform, it cld be just a matter of time that one is asked to leave?

I wonder if i shld “work so hard”?? The opportunity cost is giving up my social life. i barely have time for myself… by the time i knock off, de shops have all closed, and im almost knocked out..

needless to say, im going back to work tmr.

i dunno if its all worth it. *cries*